This is the moment in which my heart breaks,
My heart paralyzes, deathly still,
My breath catches in my throat,
My voice rises an octave as I ask for clarification,
And despite what I wish to hear,
Before she speaks I know,
This is the moment in which my heart breaks.
Our love is of a twisted variety,
Even as she breaks my heart,
She attempts to preserve it,
Even as she twists and pulls the blade,
She attempts to bandage the wound,
Bandaging with her hair.
Sanitizing with her precious tears,
This is the moment in which my heart breaks.
She is my life,
She is my world,
She is my dream,
She is my life in a dream world,
A dream world shattering in the moment that my heart breaks,
Crystal shards glisten in the moonlight,
A spectrum of colors dancing across my face,
The fragments of something beautiful pierce my skin,
Marring the face she claims to love,
Destroying what could once be found beautiful,
This is the moment in which my heart breaks.
Recounting stories of old,
Stories of happier days,
Sharing dreams of a future that never was,
Laughing as we sob,
Even as hearing her voice twists the blade,
In between sobs I ask her to continue,
Fearing I may never hear that angelic voice again,
This is the moment in which my heart breaks.
Oh sacred unicorn,
Won’t you steal the leprechaun’s gold from the lochness monster’s lair hidden in Buddha’s belly?
I’ll give you a sugar cube…